Forever ain't too long

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfdAGkjHGac

So I sit and look at pictures thinking about you and I realize how we was BEST friends we was and I miss it! I would die to have it back that way! Why can we be BEST friends again? You act as if you don't even know me but you do the same stuff you did with me with her, I miss it, I miss you, I miss having a good time with you and hearing your voice/laugh/&goodol'hugs! You promised me BEST friends FOREVER! What happened to that? I guess forever ain't as long as it should be. :'(

ps. iloveyou

Just A Dream -Nelly

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6O2ncUKvlg&ob=av2e
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.

Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.


This song means sooo much to me. I love it. Yes it's about a guy missing a girl but in my case it's about me missing a guy. Well I guess you could say me and him miss each other. One day I was listening to 93.7 and he was to and we was texting and he said "What station are you on?" I said "B93.7. Why?" when I said that Just A Dream was JUST coming on and he said "This song reminds me of you. I miss and love you....Not just you...Us" I crieeeeed! We still ain't together and I don't know when we will be but I know that me and him still love each other. ilyUnnamed.

Sooooooooo

Life is a big word . It has it’s ups and downs but when you look at the BIG picture , God made it , he made it for a reason and there is a reason you are in it. It is hard, yes I wont argue with that comment , unlike other comments . Ha ha , if you know me you know that is a true statement , XD . Anyways , I don’t know why all this came to my head tonight , we went to my MawMaw’s and when we left I was riding in the truck with Mama , I was being serious , I wasn’t laughing , I wasn’t smiling nothing . I don’t know why , then my Granny that died last year on March 20th came in my mind , I don’t know why , well then Mama rode by her house then more stuff came in my mind , I just got really upset just didn’t want anyone to see me weak , I just held my head up and sang music to get my mind off of it , well it didn’t work . The more I sang music the more I wanted to cry , so I stopped singing , well about that time my aunt came by in her car and Mama turned around and went to her house (which is my Granny’s old house) and we was sitting out in the truck talking to her and my uncle . Well I got to thinking again and I about cried but I held it in , I seen the washer and drier door open and I started to think of the days and nights that I seen Granny out there doing her clothes , then I looked in the window and I remembered her sitting there talking to me when I was little and how we would talk about anything while we was waiting on The Price Is Right to come back on , (: well then I started to remember how I got older and didn’t see her so much . Wish I would’ve to , I could’ve if I wanted to , I mean I wanted to but I didn’t and I don’t know why . I just feel like I didn’t spend my share of time with her , I feel like I should’ve spent more time with her . And man it kills me to know I didn’t . ): No one knows how much it kills me . And then the last time I saw her before she died I don’t even remember if I told her I loved her . That is the thing that kills me the most . Even if I did I still want her here , I want her back where I can hug her and tell her I love her and hear her tell me she loves me . ):

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Movie

I have not blogged in a LONG time. But last night I went to Greenville with my church to see a movie. The movie was called To Save A Life. It was REALLY touching. It will make you stop and think about how you treat people. I think everyone needs to see this movie because it will change their life forever if they have a heart. This movie is just so awesome. You will have to see it to believe it. Check it out. Anyway i'm outtt.

So far...

So far i guess u culd say life is goin ok. yea me n mama fite sometimes. but hay ima teenager n she is the mother what r we gonna do just sit there n look @ each other like we r stupid. i hav had my heart broken wit in a month n healed with in a month! idk christian just hit me rele hard! wat he said made me realize that i dnt need to sit and cry all day b/c of a guy! (he added other than him! lol!) but i have learned alot with my life now days! u can trust ppl just get to kno them 1st n dnt jump 2 conclusions. i guess tht is all! duces yall!

Hannah Westside

Schools Out!

It is really happening! School is out! I can not believe it! Friday I took my camera to school to get last minute pictures with everyone right? Well that was all good until I lost it when me and my daddy went to the dumpster thing! I wanted to cry! That had all the pictures of my last day of 7th grade! I wanted to cry!After school this guy, Kinson (he is like my big brother!), came up to me and gave me the biggest hug that I had got ALL day and started cryin and said, "Don't forget me, Hannah! Don't forget my number! I love you little sis!" I got in the car about to cry and my Daddy asked me What was the matter with me and I just told him nothing and we drove off! Then we got home and I was lookin for my camera and I could not find it and I started freakin out and then started thinkin about how ALMOST EVERYONE was cryin and I started! So really Friday was not a good day! I wish I could go back and FIND my camera! I will miss SOME of the people frim this past year! I love yall!

Life Can Change In A Blink Of An Eye!

Life CAN change in a blink of an eye and I didn't realize that until yesterday. My Granny just passed away and I didn't think it would happen this fast, to tell the truth. I got REALLY upset! I don't know how life and everything will be now. I mean it was like that Sunday she went in she didn't know what was going on. In the few days she was in she got worse. Then Mama and Daddy was up there one day and she opened up her eyes and was eating and drinking and we THOUGHT that she was getting better but I guess that she didn't! After that she got worse and then she went in to Hospice House and things got worse. At first the Doctors gave her a few hours. She lasted through that day and the day after that. But then yesterday came and they gave her a little while to live my Mama and Maw Maw was up there and my Maw Maw called my Daddy and told him to come up to Hospice. So he went to get ready. I heard his phone going off and I picked up and my Maw Maw said my Daddy's name and I told her that he was getting ready and she told me to tell him to call her right when he got ready, so I did and he called back the first two times they didn't answer so he waited and they called back. He asked them what was going on and they said said that she was gone and I was on the computer and he was standing right there and when he said that I couldn't do anything but stop and cry. Daddy looked like he was about to cry but he didn't. THIS week and weekend I have found out what hurts the most! I love you Granny and I always will! Rest In Peace you need it!